SS2'S PASAR TRIP & HEINEKKEN NIGHT @ TTDI PLAZA

ooOOHHHHhhhh..last night i only get myself for 4hours sleep...but i'm still staying awake now...
not bad huh...prove that young gens are still alive in my body huh...
well..loupo & moi woke up so damn early in the morning just for all my babes on 31st...
since we're plannin to celebrate new year eve ''peacefully'' yet ''unhealthy'' by having steamboat session & Chivas session @ loupo's place so we have to catch this holiday to hunt for steamboat ingredients for that night....ok..i know someone saying its too early and it may not be freshed for that day...Hello!!!!thats why refrigerator is created in this world right...loupo & me both strongly guaranteed foods would be served safely ya...hehe....

There are hardly to find any pasar open on Mon but SS2 did...lucky us!!!
dont worry all my babes...daddy &mommy had grabbed lots of foods & vege for u guys so must finished all up ya...not to forget to 10s my sweet loupo coz she paid for everything as she treatin us a meal as she promised after she started work...so too bad for those who cant attend for that night...walalalalalalala....so babes must 10s ur mommy oh..hehe...

though the rainy day spoilt our lil'mood as our legs were full of muts...yuckssss!!!!but i did enjoyed my 1st ever pasar trip wif loupo...hehe...its kinda a 1st try of being a housewife...
after finished up our ''shopping'' we met darling up for dimsum breakfast @ Kota Damansara...
wow...i do miss breakfast session wif my dears as since i've started work we hardly make it...
but once in awhile is best enough...hehe...

ok...i've to blog about yesterday night's outing @ TTDI PLAZA with loupo & Wilson....
well..finally i've been to that place as i've heard of it for a long time...its concept is more alike to Desa Park City...but i personally prefer TTDI Plaza more...one of the bad point was the parking bay which quite scary as 3 of us were runnin through & fro between parking & lift entrance...
pictures contain thousand words so i'll just let the pictures speak....

nah nah nah....for someone who being ''trapped'' in toilet**inside story**wahaha..
this is how da bar we went looks like...as i said its the only open conceptbar which located middle in da plaza...due to this...cats are easily approached to us...OMG!!!!!!WTF!!!!
how can an ugly/scary/annoying cat appeared in such nice place...SAT MONG LOR!!!!
somemore make me screamed like nobody business =.=''image gone!!!


these are other unique seats in the bar..i do love da coconut seat but luckily we didn't coz i saw da cat keep goin there...i even saw the stupid/ugly/annoying cat jumped up to the long black leather chair...
reli OMG!!!!i wont stepped in there anymore..so disgusting wei...
but minus out the cat part this place is relaly superb as its so damn relaxing...

we picked this for 3person...hehe...it gaves us privacy as we're typical noisy

here come da beautiful people for the night...

loupo Swan

Fashion Queen a.k.a alcoholic queen

Mr.blur a.k.a Wilson

Heinekken has completed our night!!!!


none of alcohol effect appeared on us...dun play with us!!!!ngek ngek...


but someone is opposite from us...he said he'd never try any beer before coz last time we usually brought him out for wine...okie...he's definitely weaker than darling soooooooooooo much...
his alcoholic level can be defined as 1%...poor bro...well...next time u should ask for wine only ya..hehe...oh GOSH!!!now i'm laughing like mad now while thinking back what's his face expression like while drinking heinekken...wahahahaha...he totally looks like dog as u know how's dog reacted when it feels hot/sweating...i'm really sorry to say that but its damn true lar...
Swan & me laughing like siao woman whole night long after each time he showed that expression...lolz....regret u've missed it???dont worry...next heinekken night is cumin...lolzz....
i know i'm so mean...uh-huh...

i'm still alive for that night..Heinekken cant beat me down...just that alcohol always brings out my inner-side as i can do lots of weird & funny things as u'll never see it in my daily life...
Swan said i love camwhore if i'm drunk...err..i did!!!but another thing that i always do was i'll turn out to be a english teacher or even a reporter now...i can talk damn fluent english after i've drunked...my quote for yesterday night was ''STAR SPORTS''..wahahaha...**inside joke again**

the so called awake driver

the totally gone case Wilson...honestly...i'm sorry to make u turn out like this...
well..its kinda a ''good'' memory for u before u return to Kampar...
i'll be missin u deeply...*jgn fikir yang bukan-bukan**

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最幸福的事。。。

这个MV我在一个小时里重复看了10次。。在一个小时里我也哭了10此。。
看一次眼泪就会自自然然的掉一次。。你可以说我是爱哭鬼。。我是
你可以说我很感性。。我是！！！你可以说我很傻。。我是！！！
我只能说这支mv唤起了我很多很多的回忆。。虽然这首歌的歌词比较注重于爱情。。
可是它的mv诉说的不只是爱情。。还有亲情，友情，师生情。。。
当然这首歌最触动我的是爱情。。可是看了mv后反而最触动我的是亲情。
亲情。。让我想起我的婆婆。。她已经过世9年了。。她一直尘封在我的回亿里。。
就像那支mv一样。。我们从回忆出发从而找回我和婆婆的回忆。。
就来让我说说我和她的故事吧。。从小照顾我最多的是婆婆。。她陪伴我的时间比我父母还要多。。
我还记得我会常常唱歌跳舞给她看。。幼稚园放学后还会跟她会祖屋陪她找她的老朋友谈天。。
而且我还是和婆婆睡在同一间房间。。无论去哪里我一定要求爸妈带婆婆一起去因为婆婆越老就会越害怕我们丢下她。。想必每一个老人都会这样。。可是有一天早上。。在我睡得朦胧时。。
堂姐叫醒我告诉我说婆婆中风了。。可是我还继续睡。。当我醒来时只看见医护人员抬着婆婆进救护车。。过后婆婆只能一直躺在床上。。因为没人照顾的原因伯伯们决定送婆婆进疗养院。。
而堂姐也只能久久才带我见婆婆。。我还记得那时我握着她的手问她
:''婆婆。。你还记得我吗？？我是阿芳啊。。''
可是婆婆只是一只看着我。。嘴里口齿不清的说着话。。我相信她一定能记得我。。
因为我是她最疼爱的孙女。。一星期后爸爸放工回来说婆婆已经去世了。。
陪伴我度过童年的婆婆永远都不会留在我身边了。。我还记得当时婆婆是火葬的。。
我还记得我也是其中一个孙子夹了婆婆的骨灰放进骨灰盅。。葬礼后我们还一起出海将婆婆的骨灰撒进大海。。每一年的清明我一定会去祭拜她。。至少这是我唯一能给她的一份心意。。
有时在街上看见一些老婆婆我也会想如果婆婆现在还在一定还可以跟我一起说说笑笑。。
虽然她看不见我长大不过我相信她一定会很安慰因为有一个孙子那么想念她。。。
想着这些回忆虽然让我很伤心很怀念。。不过我觉得这些回忆让我觉得是很幸福的事。。。
至少我小时侯曾经有一个那么可爱的婆婆陪伴着我成长。。并不是每一个人都能有像我一样的回忆。。所以我真的觉得很幸福。。。

当然现在我的父母，姐姐还有朋友们所给我的也让我觉得很幸福。。
因为我有如此疼爱与忍让我的家人。。因为我有如此真诚的朋友在我的身边守护我。。
人生所求得也不过如此吧。。。我会一直珍惜所有在我身边的人因为我不想等到一天失去后才来后悔。。我们可以去选择属于我们的幸福。。我们也可以去守护属于我们的幸福。。
我非常希望你们也能找到属于你么自己的幸福而且一定要好好的守护与珍惜哦。。。
我诚心祈求我爱的所有人都能得到幸福！！！希望你们会喜欢这支mv还有请支持梁文音哦。。
她的声音真的太棒了。。非常能触动人心。。让她的声音唤回我们的回忆吧。。。

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给''你‘’的话

虽然现在应该是我睡觉的时间。。可是我很想把我刚刚跟你见面后的感想告诉你。。
其实刚刚的反应比我想像中的好很多。。因为其实我很害怕。。不懂该用什么开场白。。
可是至少我并不如我想像中的讨厌你。。因为至少我愿意去听你的解释。。
谢谢你的诚实。。谢谢你的勇气。。至少你真的勇敢去面对一切。。。
只想跟你说现在的我只想我们之间的友谊可以回到像从前一样的好。。。
我不想去想你跟她会怎么样。。说真的我也很累。。我只想去在乎我们之间的友谊。。
对！！！也许我们会对你比对她少了一份珍惜。。可是我很肯定的是至少从头到尾我并不想放弃你这个朋友。。该气的也气过了。。该骂的也骂了，。。我也不想再去问。。现在最重要的是去珍惜现在拥有的。。我们之间的问题已过去了。。剩下的问题让你们自己去解决吧！！！
我只想让你知道我们真的不想放弃你。。老实说可以成为我的朋友的人都是让我觉得值得去对待你们好的人。。而且朋友是可以让我卸下心房的。。一开始我会选择你成为我的朋友就算到现在也一样。。对你的怀疑我很抱歉不过这一切至少证明这2年来所经历与体会的一切都是真的。。
我也很感激你的介意因为至少你真的很在乎我们这段友谊。。
虽然有很多决定我不能去干涉。。不过至少我可以去决定我想珍惜你这个朋友。。
让我们一起努力吧！！！

P/S : 谢谢那位提醒我要中立看待事情的人。。我学会了。。真的很感激你!!!

结束还是开始？

这个圣诞一点快乐都没有。。只有沉重。。只有叹气。。。
可以停止了吗？一切都了断了吗？你们听到我对你们的呼喊吗？真的听到吗？
停止与否我根本就决定不了。。因为我只是一个局外人。。可是却被莫名其妙的拉了进去。。
莫名其妙的掉泪。。莫名其妙的失望。。莫名其妙的失眠。。莫名其妙的失去了我最珍惜的一切。。
说到这里其实这一切一切根本不是莫名其妙。。而是我其实也是这件事中的其中一个受害者。。
我真的不想去接受。。我真的不想去面对。。我真的很想置身事外。。我真的很想彻彻底底的讨厌你们。。我也想置身事外。。更想什么都不理马上离开这里眼不见未净。。。但是我做不到！！！
我比任何一个人都在乎。。我比任何一个人都害怕。。因为我真的很在乎你们。。。
我万万没想到我最害怕但也最不以为意的事情真的发生。。我的激动我更是没想过。。
试问一个常常对你说她会对你坦诚一切以及把你看得比谁都重要的人竟然一直都在隐瞒你。。
当你以为你是全世界看得最通透的人时其实到头来只不过是一个大笨蛋。。那一刻真的很崩溃。。
不管是有心还是无心欺骗就是欺骗。。善意的谎言？？？我根本感觉不到。。
因为在我的世界里根本没有灰色地带。。永远只有黑和白。。这是事实！！
失业就去打劫。。喝酒才会撞死人。。什么都是不想。。为什么不想想其实一切都是可以去控制的。。
你不是没有选择的只是你们都太自私。。这一切一切都是你们自己一手造成的。。
为自己辩解的同时竟然去奢望别人的原谅。。埋怨为什么没有人能体谅。。那你们有没有想过身边被伤害的人？

我从来没有怀疑过你们对我的好因为我知道我们一起时的快乐是很真实的。。我真的能够感觉到彼此的真心。。既然是交心为何要有欺骗。。你们让我觉得很可靠很信任。。因为你们就像一个大姐姐大哥哥去照顾我。。所以我常说我们之间已变成家人。。我把你们看得比我真正的家人还重。。
当我很想找人倾诉时我永远想到你们因为你们一定会尽所能的陪在我身边。。
可是那一天。。我真的觉得很无助。。因为我最依靠的两个人伤害了我。。那种无助和恐惧我永远不会忘记。。那时我只会哭。。除了哭我不知道还能怎么办。。我很想我在发梦。。我很想相信你们不是这样的人可是这是事实。。我很想放弃你们。。我很想彻底的恨。。可是你们这两年来对我告诉我不能这么冲动。。
其实那天我会抱着你痛哭是因为你对我的好还有你对我的付出拉住了我。。要不然我一定会冲出门口从此再也不见。。我们是成年人也应该要成熟的解决事情。。更何况我知道你真的很需要我。。就像以前我很需要你时你都会陪着我。。无论我做了什么你都不想放弃我。。你是第一个让我觉得我的存在真的很重要。。所以我多么恨我还是不忍心。。也许现在是我照顾你的时候也是我该为你付出的时候。。。无论如何我对你的承诺我一定会遵守。。因为我知道失望真的会让人崩溃。。

而至于另外一个你。。直到现在我还不想去面对。。我只想把你放在一旁不想。。因为我还清楚你是始作俑者。。你应该很清楚今时今日的局面从一开始你可以去控制。。但是我很清楚爱情会让人失去理智更何况爱根本没有对错。。其实你和我是一样的人所以你的心情我应该可以体会。。可是无论我们多像毕竟我们还是不同的。。对你。。我也很痛苦。。因为我在我的理智与感性之间挣扎的。。
也许当你看到我没支持你反而站在另一边你因该很失望。。可是如果你真的了解我你一定会明白。。应为我相信你应该知道从头到尾我根本都在提醒你。。说真的。。到现在我还搞不清楚该如何看待你。。或许我也在逃避自己心里的想法。。可是该面对的还是要面对。。我也不想我们之间的关系就停在哪。。是好是坏至少我一定要得到一个答案。。今晚一切应该都会有答案。。我会心平气和的去听你所说的。。我必须对你公平一点。。希望一切会在今晚又一个了断。。

P/S ：我请求在剩下的7天里可以让我平静的过完这一年。。这一个月里所发生的我真的受够了。。我一点都不坚强好不好。。我讨厌逞强。。我真的很需要依靠。。我的身心真的很累很累。。我真的认输了。。我求求你不要剥夺我的快乐。。好吗？？我只想要回属于我们的快乐。。

FASHION QUEEN'S UPDATE!!!!!

wow frens..it really has been an ages for not updating my blog with lots of nice pics & funny words...actually i need to blog about darling's birthday celebration@ Fridays & one more which is steamboat & drinking session @ Kai's place but then...all the pics are gone.......
wuwuwuwuwu~~~~yeeeeshhhh~~~~aiksssss~~~~~~
i felt so sad coz most of da pics are way damn funny & i've not finished review some of da pics yet...wasted lor...if i posted it up my blog's hit will definitely reach to the maximum...
anyway...its useless to say much as there's no way to find back all those pics back....
darling dont blame urself ok...oooppsss!!!!!lolz..kidding lar...u're still my love~~muaxxx!!!
errr...maybe lets think this way ya...pics are just a thing that can be destroyed or lost but memories would be well-kept forever in our mind...as long as we did enjoyed those moments we've been through thats good enough!!!!!so...forget about it~~~~

besides that..u guys must be wondered what Fashion Queen had did for da past few weeks???
well...other than work we did went for badminton, bowling, movie, yamchar, drink session @ Swan's place (10s for ur yummie chivas) & lastly which made me excited most but yet made me disappointed most too...yup!!!!i'm talking MOS~~~

its Dec18th which is Lai's birthday & also ladies night of MOS...since its our 1st visit there so we're definitely excited of how was its enviroment,music,people & dancefloor of course...

environment 10/10--its a non-smoking club which made it the best among of all other clubs &
the dancefloor really really huge...
people 8/10--people there are best at least seafoods are definitely clear since da cover charge &
liqours are pricey...but since its Ladies night and so da dancefloor packed like hell...
NO!!!!should be packed like sardin which made me was actually squeezing not
dancing...the most annoyed was the bloody smoke made my eyes so
uncomfortable & felt like my lens goin droppin out all da time...
music 2/10 --its da biggest weakness of MOS...seriously the music there really pissed me off ok..
at least CoCo Banana is soooooooooooooo far better lor...Fashion Queen 1st time
felt like duno how to dance & da music cant even make me gone crazy....tsk tsk!!!!

now i've only realised why most of my frens complaining MOS seriously not that best in town...
ok...i got it!!!!but still at least i did paid a visit there & feel it by ownself...aikkss...i think its time to hit Mist in Bangsar or TTDI Plaza...dont worry...gonna hit there on this coming weekend...woohooooo!!!!loupo...u're getting ur freedom soon...hehe...but before that i'm definitely anticpating the coming christmas eve coz i've bought a fancy dress and a pair of new shoe to make it for that day...woohooooOOOOOOO~~~cant wait cant wait to put on the dress..hehe...

next...a movie review of WILD CHILD....

well...2 words to describe this movie--''meaningful'' & ''touching''....
it teaches us we must look thing in 2 different prospectives...
it looks good but it doesn't really perfect enough..while if it looks bad doesn't mean its really that bad enough...
there's a story living in everyone heart and i believe human need love to bring out the real them...
friendship is strongly emphasized in this movie as its the most touching part of the whole movie and we can really feel it coz good fren can really bring out the most natural u..
one last thing...Emma Roberts is really hawttttt!!!!!
love her dancing scene in the movie...

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CHILL SATURDAY AFTERNOON @ SOLARIS MONT KIARA

since after i've started work i've not met darling Cian so last Saturday we met up for high tea session @ Solaris Mont Kiara...i've mentioned before i would definitely visit this place oftenly & for the coming Christmas eve i'll be there too...hehe...
its just so simple that i love that place really much & its definitely comparable with Bintang Walk...

we reached there around 1.30pm & its too early to start Happy Hour session so we just randomply picked a restaurant which i've forgotten the name dy but that place is really not bad too..

wow...what a healthy high tea session ya...
i had Strawberry milkshake & Orange juice for darling...
its just a beginning....

on right sharp 3pm we moved to Bar M as its happy hour is started from 3pm-9pm...lolzzz..
tsk tsk...

GOOD vs BAD????HEALTHY vs SPOILT????CHEAP vs EXPENSIVE???SHORT vs HIGH???

yayaya...yes yes yes!!!!i'm deadly addicted to liqour...
i needed it so badly as i wanted to release my work stress...

pizza as our lunch...
its da best ever pizza i'd ever tasted...


i heart u 4eva!!!i can't live without u!!!!

on my 2nd week of work darling was da 1st person who came had lunch with me & she even treated me...don't worry next month i'll definitely treat u back ya...


ladies & gentlemen..now u finally know why i heart my darling so much???
what she did to me is really more than what i can gave her which so made me owe her really much & therefore i promise u i'll takecare of u for rest of da life & wont leave u alone...hehe
i promise lu...don't ask me anymore ok...hehe...
i also wanted to appreciate u for the precious Saturday afternoon coz it has been awhile for just both of us sitting down to talk our heart to each other & spent like nobody business...hehe...
i appreciate every talk we had coz it would tighter both of us more...
just now i've watched an episode of The Gem of Life珠光宝气 & there a scene which Gigi Lai encourage & console Ada Choi on her hardship of relationship...
while watching my tears were dropping coz the scene reminded me of how u always console me whenever i not in the mood...u're just like a big sister to me & always so understand me...
same here whenever u need me i would definitely be there for u with a big warm hug...
muaxxxxxx...

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SIU HONG & BOON CIAN's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @ FULLHOUSE, ARA DAMANSARA

This celebration is namely for SiuHong & darling Cian but its already after few days of SiuHong's birthday & darling Cian even shared the bill with us...no matter its a birthday celebration or just a simple outing as long as it can gathered all of us together to spread our siao-ness everywhere...
although not many friends can attend but i'm very sure that those attended are very much appreciated by the birthday girl & birthday boy...RIGHT?????hehe...

regarding the place of celebration--FullHouse was actually the place that darling planned to celebrate my birthday with classmates instead of Neway...since i've missed out the visit so this time we made it @ FullHouse and SiuHong was actually planning to make a visit to there too...
U SeeeeEEEEE!!!!!!we're so 心有灵犀...we're true family ya...

darling,loupo & moi 1st reached there & the restaurant is fulled house!!!!but then...we've seen many empty tables for both down & upstairs...are the tables just for decoration????FINE!!!!!
we just wait for it & almost 40minutes passed they only gave us a table at downstair somemore...
people want upstair lo & upstair is empty also...WTF!!!!!!!frustrated enough...but still i'll visit this place again as the foods & ambience is really superb and of course must make a reservation 1st...
if not i'll bomb down the whole building as i'm too hungry...so now lets go for pics!!!

Fong Yee & Yi Ping posing with the mini cooper in front of Fullhouse

we're hot red hoodies!!!!

everything in white which is my fav colour...i like i like!!!


while waiting for our foods we ''roboh'' da upstairs...

both birthday gal & guy in red checkers...

OMG!!!!i'm starving like hell right now while looking at them...


wahahahaha...although my face is quite funny too but Swan win me lor...*clapclap*


SiuHong u're so lucky man

James Bond & Bond Girl????
but da James Bond's face & body is lil'bit oversized...lolzz

they both look like Magicians

can u feel Paris??

aiksss,,both hippos ni memang tsk tsk...18sx!!!!

S.A.S.

ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!nothing to see oso...CHEH!!!!

with loupo Swan...yup!!!!
forgot to mention she has permed her hair again...curly Swan is back!!!!

it looks like movie poster

we're one big family...but its incomplete:(

ladies on da stairs...

met this cute lil'boy with coconut hair...hou cute ar...

aiyerrrrrrrr!!!!tsk tsk!!!!u see u see...SiuHong please control ur pervet-ness okie...
so embarrasing wei...

after dinner..YiPing & Fong Yee leaved earlier & 4 of us went to somewhere which was my fav place to relax relax..hehe...too bad!!!pics cant be shown &i wont show pics after also coz its definitely embarrasing myself..aikss..what to do...who ask i'm a liqour queen now...

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