SOMETHING HAPPENED TO MY HEART

Even though I tell it not to go...Even though I tell it to stop
My heart keep going towards you...It doesn't wear out..
It doesn't decrease...Why my love is like this...
One by one, I count the memories...My heart can't even rest for a moment...
It'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control...
why can't i throw them away...
Really, my heart must has done something somehow...
I must have become a fool that's blind from love...
Just one place, everyday one place...
looking at the sad light that is you...
even the tear glands must be broken...my tears wont stop...
I LOVE ONLY YOU, ONLY YOU...can't you just tell me???

Even if i hold out my hands, no matter how much i call out
You're always far from me...
It'll be a love that becomes painful scars...why can't i erase it
Really, my heart must has done something somehow...
I must have become a fool that's blind from love...
Just one place, everyday one place...
looking at the sad light that is you...
even the tear glands must be broken...my tears wont stop...
just one word, the word phrase that u love...can't u just tell me???

i try to comfort myself with the lie...that i'm happy if u just smile...
because the place u're going towards is not me..the lonely tears flow...
Really, my heart must has done something somehow...
i must have gone crazy over this hard love...
can't have you...can't forget you...waiting for u day by day...
i must have gotten ill from missing u so much...from loving u too much...
just one thing..your heart, that one thing...
can't you just share it with me...can't u love me???

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i would like to share a video of Boys Over Flowers where Geum JanDi was playing the piano on GuJunPyo's birthday party...this scene is deeply sad~~~

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the atmosphere here is strangely sad...so shall i turn the mode on?!?!?
uh-huh~~since just now i'd came across few funny videos from YouTube so i would just post it up here as the previous posted videos were gettin hot response especially from loupo...lolz

here come the 1st one which is SS501 speaking english~~~
OMG!!!!!this one is definitely a funny one as Swan & me keep immitate their pronounciation...
'everybody~~'i'm a boy..u're a girl..we're studernt~~~''
both of us sure would keep repeating it during the recent meet up..hehe
OHHH YESSSS!!!!!

the last one which is also GEE's video but in ''GIRLS'' version....OMG!!!!!
this one also best lar!!!!must watch must watch!!!!this time my focus all on the one in red cheongsam...wahahahahahaha!!!!enjoy~~~

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A Random Sunday

Fashion Queen is being so healthy recently...I'm just back from swimming...
What an awesome Sunday~~~but the weather not awesome at all~~~
felt like whole body was burning...even temper had became uncontrollably bad...
other than Starbucks' ice blended mocha only swimming can calm me down...
afternoon was chatting online with loupo and she saw my pm...
so she suggested lets go to swim on evening & hooked for dinner at Taman Megah's pasar malam before back home...Pasar Malam after swimming had became our recent trend :)

yesterday did a ''lil'' shopping & chilled at Starbucks as usual....
wanna see what i've got for myself???i would still show u even u say NO!!!!TOOOOO BADDD!!!

denden~~~floral print is definitely the hit now, of coz not forget the checkers...

besides that showing off Fashion Queen would like to ask a favour from all my readers..
lets keep it short its one of the campaign that held by WWF Malaysia for Turtles...
this is not the World Wrestling Federation that u've came across ya & pls don't tell me u don't know what the heck is WWF as they had just launched the Earth Hour campaign by switching off lights for an hour...so do u get the idea now???i hope u do as all my readers are smart one...
anyway this is all about turtle saving which really catched my heart since my 1st met with sea turtle at Lang Tengah island which i would never forget in my life...
their populations are getting rarely and so made us hardly can see them only u go to few beaches in Terengganu during their laying eggs season...
so we're really damn lucky as we accidentally met our baby~~SooBoonMayLee..
for those still blur with the name its actually made up of S.A.S.Y's 2nd name...
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!i miss SooBoonMayLee so much~~~are u doin fine???
pls forgive of my silly and so how can u lend ur hand to the campaign???
its just so simple with one signature as u click here to sign up by filling up simple personal info & u're done !!!!
i've already done it & its ur turn now~~especially loupo,darling & suipo..
we must really do something for our SooBoonMayLee and here is the time...
for those who never meet sea turtle or those environmental lovers pls pledge ur support with just spending less than a minute...
for those who did Fashion Queen would appreciate ur work on behalf of SooBoonMayLee&frens:)

we miss u~~SooBoonMayLee

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FINALLY!!!!!i've finished watching Boys Over Flowers...
happy yet depressed....
happy coz of the good ending & what a best korean drama ever...
depressed coz no more motivation in my life after work....
i would miss Korean F4 so much...i would miss Geum JanDi of course...
so i can only depend on the soundtrack to ease my drama-sick....
before ending my post i would like to share the best scene of the final episode...
Tissue Alert!!!!this scene is really so touching...GuJunPyo&GeumJanDi roxxxxx!!!!!

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SEGI COLLEGE DIPLOMA CONVOCATION 2009

Finally here is the post for our diploma convocation that I've mentioned previously...
GARHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!bad mood while looking at the pics....
i look so uglyyyy!!!my eyes are just so unbalance!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......
Me myself had spoiled my only convo pics as i didn't took good care of myself...
booooo to myself:(
but who knows i might get myself pose for another convo pics?!?!??!
i wish i could heard of the good news *pray pray pray*
lets just made the pictures do the talking bah...

incomplete S.A.S.Y so became S.A.Y.*nice name*:)
actually just the 3 of us among our gang who attended...
we would just like to experience the atmosphere of our 1st college convocation and also take down some memory especially for my own..

pretty loupo & suipo

queing up for robe fixing

we look so pro hor~~~

boring~~~

since only 10++ from Segi KD attended so we are forced to sit at the front row...
walao..1st time ever in my life for sitting so front & so we cant talk & laugh loudly...
but we keep joke on the round hat which wear by the principal...
it does looks like they're wearing a pizza on top & now i realise they look like Mario...lolz
no offence pls!!!!people are just too bored!!!!

suipo Yeen was so far away from us since her initial is Y

we both are T-twins...many people said we do look alike & some even asked are we twins???durhhhhhhhhhhhh

loupo Swan

moi~Fashion Queen

pretty suipo Yeen

YAYYYYYYYYYY~~~we're diploma graduated!!!!!
i know its lame coz its like we're graduated long time ago...
we just try to immitate convo feel ma~~

finally~~i'm free from this ''hell'' place...
but i miss those days attending class with my darling,loupo & suipo..
walking around & laughing around...everywhere was just filled with our laughter & joyful

before transform to meet up darling for lunch at Little Taiwan,1u

OMG!!!!!it was like an ages for 4 of us having lunch together & laugh our ass out...
really miss those moments so much...i need more sessions with them

we kept snapping each other until ignore our own food...
while doin that can u imagine how much air pollution that we had produced???hehe
i heart u 3 :)

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I know all my lovely darlings were being damn stressed-up now with their hectic coursework...
other than mentally support them i would rather help them ease of stress by posting up videos...
video sharing session for this time is mainly focus on SNSD's Gee as the dance steps are really adorable...but try to imagine if a bunch of guys were doin the dance...hehe
i really cant stop laughing by repeating it over & over coz they even dance more better than me...
now i only realised guys can really do a good wave & butt shaking too...ENJOY!!!!

lets 1st start off with the original SNSD'Gee version

GEE Uncle Version~~~
OMG OMG!!!!the guy with the pink hair band did scared me kaukau~~=.=''
i love this version the most...whaahahahahaha!!!!!

GEE Harvard's Law Student Version~~~
there's no typo error as they are performed by a bunch of law student from Harvard University in London...well..law students are just normal person like u & me so its really need not to be like ''wow''...university does need entertainment too & it does proves that the power of K-Pop!!!
Pls focus all ur eyes on the yellow shirt guy even though u're not u would be definitely attracted by him!!!!his butt shaking &flexible body attracted me the most & made me laugh like mad!!!

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FASHION QUEEN'S NEW GRAB!!!!

Wowwwwwwww....can u feel my excitement????durhhhh....
well..what else can make Fashion Queen being so excited huh???
if u know me well u could answer me right~~~SHOP SHOP SHOP!!!!!!
i know its a little bit show off to most of u but i just simply wanted to share what i get for myself as what most of the girls did right...if its really bothered u just click on the 'X' on right top,TQ!!!
so for the rest~~ka-za(lets go)

as I've mentioned in the previous post that I'm goin to get myself a pair of GUESS watch&here it is...its not the one i wanted the most which much 10s to my skinny hand :(
since i don't have much choice so that promoter promote this black square one for me...
i quite like it too as the swarosvki is bling enough and the strap quality is less fragile as compare to leather strap...as u can see the strap is changeable too...what else i can want more...
GUESS is now having promotion as any purchase of above RM500 u would get a cash voucher of RM150 which u can redeem for any GUESS item and so, i redeemed for a wallet.

Thanks to Lee Min HO a.k.a Gu Jun Pyo i get to know of Etude House as he's the recent ambassador of the brand...for skincare product i would still fall on The FaceShop but Etude House would win my heart with its cosmetics...

the BB magic mousse was my favorite product as its Etude House's star product as well...
its coverage is really good especially for my well-known panda eyes and pores too...
although its in mousse condition but after apply on skin it turns out to be really smooth...
most importantly it does not made my skin looks deadly pale like The Face Shop with low coverage & its pricey though...
well the left one with such cute packing is the well-known cookie blusher...
its easy to apply and the color blended naturally on my cheek & i really heart its packing...
i would post more review on Etude House's product after I've tried on ya...

finally i've grabbed for myself a checker shirt too and a dress as well...

One U was having Korean Food Fair for the week...OMG OMG!!!!!jin-ja excited lor!!!!!
just grabbed 2packets of junk food& a can of rice tea...didn't get any ramen as my house is packed with 2 big packets already and the price is more alike the same as i bought from mini-market...

Last but not least~~the latest DKNY Be Delicious Fresh Blossom which in pink color...
it smells much much much better than Green Apple...addicted!!!

*don't rob me neither my mum as we're officially broke now*

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FASHION QUEEN'S MUSIC PICK

I told you, that I love you
I confessed my love to you
Behind you, I said it aloud that I love you
I tried to hide it in my heart forever, but loving alone is too painful.
Dreaming, wanting, watching all alone, It's too hard.

What should I do? My heart finally makes an accident.
I shouldn't love, not me.
Even though I try so hard to prevent it, I know it'll hurt, but I still make that accident.
Without me knowing, My heart created love towards you.

I didn't want to love ever again, The scars that will come later hurts so much.
Wanting someone, and waiting, that's so hard.

What should I do? My heart finally makes an accident.
I shouldn't love, not me.
Even though I try so hard to prevent it, I know it'll hurt, but I still make that accident.
Without me knowing, My heart created love towards you.

I keep getting scared, that it'll be too painful.
That my heart may be shattered, So that I can't use it again.

What do I do? My tears cause problems again.
I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna.
Even though I try to endure, It's begging me to bring you back, It wants to see you,
Not knowing that you don't even look at me.

Davichi, a new rise girl group from Korea which made up of two members...
Their latest released album get really hot feedbacks from fans...
I Made An Accident is my favorite pick of the album...
if u read the lyrics...u can read my heart....
i wish u could too~~~

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Fashion Queen has just noticed a superb video from YouTube which has already created numerous hot topics among the world and now...
it has the most highest click-through rate in YouTube and its all about Susan Boyle, a 47 years-old contestant of Britans Got Talent 2009...
Fashion Queen was here to warn u not to miss it out by clicking here
u would be definitely amazed by the vocal of this 47 years-old old ladies....
after keep repeating for a few times her voice brought me tears....
It mades me realised that everyone is born with own deserve talent which so made us unique...
i can see courage, confident, hapiness from Susan Boyle...

omggggggggggg~~~~~weather nowadays is so damn chi kau sin~~~
it mades me caught a flu...arghhhhhhhhh~~~~
all my frens pls drink much water ya....
2hours more i'm goin to get my Starbucks Ice-Blended Mocha...
waitin for u~~~~~

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ITS TIME TO CHANGE

A big Thank You & big Hug to my lovely mum as Fashion Queen can finally get a new watch...
the watch I'm currently wearing was still in good condition but its leather strap has almost been deteriorated since its in white color...
so just now i was browsing through the website to search for the latest watch collection...
since i'm a big fans of GUESS so i would go for it as its the only brand that really can grab my heart...well i did considered of DKNY &TITUS too...but....
DKNY's design not that attractive as compare to GUESS & the crystal they are using are not Swarovski so i think it might not worth for the price...
while for TITUS the design are not that unique but the price are marked up highly which may due to Sammi Cheng & Karen Mok are embraced for the brand...some even say TITUS'S quality is bad!!!!
from all the conclusions i get GUESS is still my NO.1 & I've chosen a few model just to share with u guys...its been awhile to update all my ladies readers on the latest watch collection so lets be prepared to enrich ur eyeball now...

from the current watch that i'm wearing i've realised that white leather watch is just too hard to maintain as u know i'm the kind of person which is so big action & love to swing my hand & bang my watch to everywhere so i would just go for black colour as its more safer & cooler....

i love the combination of black-gold & of course the ''G'' logos

DKNY have it too but just not my taste...

I love the shape as i think it may best fit my skinny hand

this is more boyish & sporty

OMO-OMO!!!!i'm such a craze of prism watch now especially with this black-gold combination...

i think this black-silver is way more better& it's in black color... it's really perfect huh...
by just looking at the one of DKNY u'll understand why i love GUESS so much...


but since I've discovered CHANEL J12 i know its what i want..
i would work super-duper hard to get it..
don't u think the pink crystal one is just so adorable&its limited too....i wantttttttttttt!!!!!

well u know my mum isn't Opra Winfrey so i cant ask her to get me a CHANEL J12..
but i'm so glad that GUESS did it too...they may look exactly the same but from the ceramic strap u can see the difference already even the watch's face is different...from all those models that i've chosen i've decided to go for this even though its in white color simply bcoz it's not leather strap...besides that this watch suits well for all types of occasions & its water pro for 100m(33feet) but i won't wear it to swim la...
most importantly it's limited edition....WOOOHOOOO!!!!!but.....i worry that it might not fit my skinny hand...GARHHHHHH!!!!wish me luck ok...


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Recently Me

Lets do a quick update on the recent Fashion Queen....
recently fashion queen was taking up swimming course with suipo & toudai at 3k Inn...
suipo & me both promise to our own that we must learn it up before our comin Perhentian trip which fall on June....Gosh~~~finally can breathe the fresh air of beach....
but then last few days my right eye get swollen again...it could be due to lack of sleep or infection of the pool water since i wear contact lens to swim...
what's the worst was our convo on yesterday...although my eye is almost recovered but i can't apply any makeup on it & it made me look damn gross ...sad!!!!!
luckily my eye is fully recovered now & it's need not for me to put on spectacle anymore as i really look oh-so- teacher with it...
alright!!!!tomorrow i can attend swimming class again *yippy yay yay*
its so much fun to learn with suipo&toudai as u know both of them are always so funny&comfortable to be with...tomorrow we must ganbate ya....

last week i'm totally in a super bad mood as my eye was seriously bad but then much thanks to someone who brought me out & let me try out Haagen Dazz's green tea ice cream...
its so much better than Baskin Robin & it mades me fall for it...
i'm so glad that Haagen Dazz was being added on my list which follow by Starbucks mocha...

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TATT'S 21ST @ HIS PLACE

Tatt held his 21st birthday party at his place which is just so near Mau & Rock's place too...
as expected we could considered as the earliest bunch reach there...
suipo actually plan to join us after her friend's wedding but then due to lil' sickness so she cant with us..
after birthday cake cutting we off to Penisular for 2nd round but we didn't get to stay long...
maybe we had high expectation to that apartment hotel so we aren't much excited when get into that place...the rooom is really small especially for the amount of the people of that day...
anyway..after fetching loupo back & picked darling up from suipo's place 3 of us straight headed to Station 1 in KD before our night ended...

da ladies

& the poser driver ever which tried to immitate Jay Chou...

with darling Cian

us with Jess

walking into the doorstep was such a difficult move

so called 21st birthday cake






college mates
*Rock..why u closed ur eyes huh...no manners!!!hehe*

birthday boy after being splashed by birthday cake

although its quite a kelam-kabut day & waiting all the time but still credit to ur invitation ya..
*i must do a better one for my 21st..ngek ngek*

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