LiSt3n To Da OC3AN's H3ArT 聆听海洋之心: SAY BYE BYE TO HALF A YEAR!!!

Sunday, July 1, 2007

SAY BYE BYE TO HALF A YEAR!!!

well...half a year has gone by...i have been thorugh joyness and happiness...i think my life was just like a roller coaster...up and down..up and down...and within this half a year,i have been grow up alot..seriously...now i only realise that actually i'm quite tough and strong...at least i can overcome all problems that really bothering me...and of course without the helping of all my lovely sisters and brothers i wont be that freaking alright now...10s banyak banyak...hehe...

i felt that this half a year i have almost done what i want to do..especially went to REDANG...

even until now i still damn fucking miss it...the sea..the stars..the sunrise...i miss every single moment i have been there...after i have been there,i realised that i should let go something...there are no way for me to hold and stay anymore..but then i still waiting for the miracle to happen...unfortunately,miracle not even appear yet but my heart was bleeding...at that moment,i really cant handle it...it's too sudden...and i hate myself for so stupid to change...

i dont like to change..that's not me...even i have to there must be something that prove to me it's worth...seriously,i have ever no regret..not even one second..and i dont allow myself to...

everythings that happened remind me that it's time to move to another stage....

i really appreciate the one who hurt me badly...

without you i wont be so happy now...without you i wont grow...

without you i wont know how important are my friends to me...

without you i wont be found back myself....

anyway...below are the summaries of my half a year...